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Title: The Elephant In The Room
Fandom: DC
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Jason and Dick dance around Jason's issues.
Notes: Crit would be appreciated. Especially on Dick.

Jason let his gaze trot around the big top, leaning ostensibly against one of the poles.

“So this is where little Dickie grew up, huh.”

Dick tried to take comfort in the fact that Jason didn't seem immediately interested in blowing the whole circus up, and failed. There was pretty little to be comforted about in the lazy, comfortable way Jason tapped his gun against his arm.

“Yeah,” he finally answered. What he really wanted to say was more heavily charged in expletives, but yeah, gun. More to the point, gun Jason kept pointed at Zitka. The elephant was quiet, calmly observing them, swinging her trunk from side to side.

The complete trust in her eyes made Dick hurt. It was the kind of unquestioned matter-of-fact confidence that meant she knew he would never hurt her, never let anyone hurt her, and that same trust encompassed anyone accompanying him.

Dick couldn't be fast enough to make Jason drop the gun before Jason fired – accidentally or not. He could do nothing but wait until the psychotic gun-totting brat decided he'd had enough with fucking with the part of Dick Grayson's life that was clearly off-limits.

He kept his breathing steady and told himself that as long as he played along Zitka wasn't at risk. Killing innocents wasn't Jason's M.O.

Except when it was because he deemed it acceptable losses.

Jason looked as relaxed as ever, as if he had the whole night and nothing better to do. And maybe he had. The Red Hood's schedule, or whatever alter ego he went by these days, was anyone's guess. There was only one person alive who could have a chance at predicting his next movements, and that wasn't just because Bruce was the world's greatest detective.

Jason was waiting.

Dick forced his shoulders to unclench. There was something unbearably wrong about dragging his life as Nightwing into Haly's Circus, and it was throwing him off his game.

“What do you want, Jason?”

“He ever come here with you?”

In a sense he'd been expecting it, or something like it. Every word out of Jason's mouth seemed to relate to Bruce. It made Dick pity him, when it didn't make Jason scary. In a way he could relate; off the top of his head he couldn't think of one person who hadn't accused him of obsessing over Bruce at one time or another.

On the other hand... on the other hand it struck a little too far from home for comfort. As far as he could remember, Dick had always had things in his life that were not about Bruce – the circus and the Titans and Blüdhaven, Babs and Kory. The same for Tim and Barbara and even Cass, who'd at least had her history with her father. When you listened to Jason, you felt like he'd only had Bruce.

“No. This is mine,” Nightwing answered. He made a choice. “He's not coming tonight, too.”

The red domino emphasized the cocked eyebrow.

“Yeah? This is yours the way Gotham is his? No, you mean more the cave or the alley, right?” He didn't wait for confirmation. Jason had never been subtle, but he'd always been sharp. “Then what's keeping him? I'm sure he must've got the invitation by now.”

Jason, you ass, Nightwing didn't say. He also refrained from asking why Jason hadn't yet gone to the Cave. That was a can of worms he had no interest in popping open.

“He hasn't thrown you entirely by the wayside, has he? Or is it one of those times where Daddy's being an asshole?”

Much longer on this train of thought and he'd get upset, Dick could feel it. Upset Jason meant more furious than usual, more unpredictable than usual, more fight-thirsty than usual Jason. For now he was in his usual talkative mood. Since he'd come back from the dead to haunt them in the flesh, Jason seemed to like hearing himself talk. Or at least he liked watching their reactions under his jabs. Wasn't it lucky that Dick was just the other talkative one in the family?

“He's on League business.”

He didn't have much hopes that it'd placate him. Truthfully, he didn't think anything short perhaps of Bruce killing the Joker could placate Jason anymore. His anger was like fire; at best it'd lay dormant under reddish coals, threatening to burst into flames at the slightest displacement of air.

There was a beat.

Dick prayed the other didn't take the disappointment so hard that he'd take it out on Zitka.

“Seriously?”

He wasn't sure how to react to the incredulity in Jason's deadpan. But it was so similar to how mystified the rest of them had been when they'd realized helping out the League was becoming, well, normal, that he couldn't bite back the smile.

“Yeah. It's the third time in as many weeks, too.”

“Man, they can't do anything without him, can they.” Was that — pride? “What suckers.” Definitely pride. In a smirk full of teeth and little boy viciousness.

The gun was still not lowered. Now, though, Nightwing was wondering if he'd seize the opportunity to knock the gun out of Jason's hand the moment he relaxed either his attention or his grip, the way he'd been planning to. Somehow their exchange had defused the situation. At some point it had turned into Nightwing indulging Jason.

But the gun was still turned on Zitka's head.

Keep talking.

“You should've seen it three months ago – I think it was three months – they didn't think he was picking up the call fast enough and they had an emergency, so they sent someone.”

“Superman,” Jason guessed. The smirk curling his lips showed no sign of vanishing.

Nightwing nodded. “Right, Superman. So, Superman arrives, and finds him right in the middle of a situation with Ivy. I don't know the details of how the whole thing went down, but the punch line is that Ivy's pheromones work just fine on Kryptonians.”

“Man, he must've been pissed.” He was practically purring. There was really no wondering which 'he' Jason was thinking about.

“You bet he was,” Nightwing agreed. “Ivy got away.”

“The League must've had one hell of a shitty night,” Jason said with an ugly smile. It lingered a second, and then Jason snapped back to the present. “You don't know why he's over there now, right?”

Dick shrugged. It was a perfunctory question, and Jason's attitude didn't change with the lack of an answer. He wasn't expecting one; it had never been Bruce's style to be generous with info.

“Well I hope it sucks as much for them tonight.”

There was a sudden edge to Jason's voice. Dick refrained from wincing. He remembered that Tim had once called Jason's behavior typical middle-child Daddy issues, and Dick had advised him never to let Bruce hear him say that, but plausible obliviousness would be easier if Jason wasn't so obvious.

“Must be just your usual emergency,” he said. Keep talking. He tried to maintain a pleasant tone, but time was fleeing; soon everyone in the circus would be up and about, and the last thing Dick wanted was to make the situation any more impossible than it was.

But as long as Jason had the gun, it was his call.

Jason, who was silently staring at him, his face wiped of all traces of a smile.

“I'll leave you to it, then,” he said brusquely.

In two leaps, he reached the big top's entrance.

Amongst the strange shadows cast by the circus' seats, his face looked fragmented and almost unreal. Dick wasn't sure he'd have been able to read his expression even if it hadn't been.

“Tell him I called,” he said, in a flat, cold tone. Then he disappeared.

In the fragile silence left behind, Dick took the steps separating him from Zitka, and put his hand against her skin, taking comfort in the familiar warmth.

“C'mon, girl,” he whispered. “Let's just forget about my crazy-ass brother.”

Date: 2009-02-14 03:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] saavikam77.livejournal.com
Perfect classic Jason. Snarky, irreverent, and unpredictable as hell. Just the way I like him... ^_~ And I love that Dick is more focused on keeping Zitka safe - that really is Dick's nature, to safeguard innocents first. He plays the perfect hostage negotiator, keeping the upper hand.

*applauds*

Date: 2009-02-14 02:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runespoor7.livejournal.com
Thanks! Jason is so much fun to write. I love my dead angry Robin.

It's a relief you think Dick worked. I'll keep in mind what you said about him for when I write him, I'd never managed to put it in words. Thanks again!

Date: 2009-02-14 04:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] imagined-away.livejournal.com
This was good. I actualy really liked what you did with Dick. He was beliveable and real.
Jason's frickin' creepy. I was born after he died and I preferred him that way to be honest. But he's back and they've gotta deal with him.

I really liked the elephant for some reason. I can't really say why but I *do*. The trust there is just so basic.
Nice job. I hope to see more of your stuff in the future.

Date: 2009-02-14 02:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runespoor7.livejournal.com
I was worried Dick would come off as too... unsure, so I needed to put him in a situation where it'd make sense that he wouldn't be on top of his game. Glad to know it works!

Jason's frickin' creepy. I was born after he died and I preferred him that way to be honest.
I wouldn't say he's creepy - just completely fucked-up. Angry and obsessed with his family and completely, utterly fucked-up, but I find him rather straightforward, actually, even when he's in the middle of his mind games. Like a psychotic puppy.

But he's back and they've gotta deal with him.
That makes me laugh so much. The Batfamily should not have to deal with thhis crap. There's a reason why there's a no-meta rule on Gotham. People coming back from the dead completely messes up that record. XD

Date: 2009-02-14 05:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zombierobin.livejournal.com
Wow, there is some really awesome stuff in here. I love that you used an ~actual~ elephant in the room, haha. The characterization seemed very well done to me!

Jason had never been subtle, but he'd always been sharp.
Perfect. Its a shame when writers don't get that, but you really kept it balanced.
In a smirk full of teeth and little boy viciousness.
Adored that.

Thank you for sharing!

Date: 2009-02-14 02:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runespoor7.livejournal.com
Hee, you picked my two favourite lines.

Its a shame when writers don't get that
I know, especially with all the trouble he's gone through in canon to mess with everyone's head. The boy loves his plans.
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Date: 2009-02-15 09:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runespoor7.livejournal.com
Poor kid doesn't even have his statue at the Titans memorial. D: On the other hand, he does have the Case, even if so far he doesn't want to hear about it.

I think one thing that made Jason's issues even more epic than they'd have been otherwise is that he hasn't stopped idealizing Bruce. He can't imagine that Bruce didn't let Tim guess his idea, he can't imagine that Bruce is dead for real... So that must make the Joker being alive even more painful to him.

Thanks for reading!

Date: 2009-02-17 07:01 am (UTC)
ext_107527: (Colors of the Rainbow Batman)
From: [identity profile] shiny-glor-chan.livejournal.com
Lovely fic. Never seen anyone point out Jason as the middle child in a fic. It's so true, in so many ways. The characterization for both boys was lovely. Nice job.

Date: 2009-02-17 11:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runespoor7.livejournal.com
And for my next trick, watch Scarecrow tell to Jason's face exactly how Oedipal taking on the Joker's old identity is!... Or not. *cough*

I'm glad the characterization and the fic worked for you. Thanks for letting me know!

Date: 2010-06-18 09:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eggblue.livejournal.com
I loved this too - Jason and Dick conversations are my favorite. They're just so LOADED. Dick's simultaneous wariness of and pity for Jason are kind of Dick's trademark to me - I imagine this is how he deals with Batman most of the time (among other feelings). I tend to subscribe to the theory that the Robins are (among other things) each reflections of parts of Bruce's personality, and Jason is some of the darkest parts of Batman, and Dick the lightest. I like to remember too that Jason's death changed Bruce and everyone around Bruce has to know that. When I read your fics, I'm always reminded of the things about Jason and Bruce I like best. Lines like these: When you listened to Jason, you felt like he'd only had Bruce. I utterly adore it how you show Jason as being so so obvious, and yet it's always hard to tell if he is being obvious on purpose - to fuck with everybody - or if he is really that messed up. That is awesome. Thanks!

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